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[Saturday
January 14th, 2006
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new lj ! ! !
alyssa____
friends only, so add me back.
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[Tuesday
January 10th, 2006
3:59pm] |
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
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[Sunday
January 8th, 2006
5:02pm] |
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Well, this weekend was good. Movies and stuffff. And then dinner with the girls, pretty successful. I just watching alot like love, and cried. It's not even a sad movie. I drove today and I seriously am horrible and hate it. My part in the play got changed, I was happy of that because I have a bigger role and play a bitch, apparently people thought i'd act that well strangly. haha. Tomorrow is monday which means a horrible schedual and drivers ed. January and February are the most longest and boring months, I can't wait til march and MASC, 3 day party. Or florida in april with jill sabrina and hopefully ben and josh. I hate the winter.
( .3432 )
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[Saturday
January 7th, 2006
2:38pm] |
"Make time to dance alone with me.
One had waving free.
Don't worry no one will see you"
Last night I went to the movies. Tonight I'm going out with people to Applebees and such. This years gonna be good.
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[Wednesday
January 4th, 2006
4:02pm] |
i seriously cannot take an other day of drivers ed.
thank god for jill, oh and moch trial girl ofcoarse
Oh and the boy that picks his nose and bondage man.
please. let there be another snow day tomorrow.
OR atleast a delay would be suitable.
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[Saturday
December 31st, 2005
2:20pm] |
This year was amazing, there's not a better word to describe it. Most things are perfect right now.
( 2005. )
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[Thursday
December 29th, 2005
11:40am] |
mirrors & mirrors.
& mirrors & mirrors.
this ones a killa.
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[Monday
December 26th, 2005
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Quick update.
christmas was good [edit-okay].I got some nice presents, ipod & a new digital camera that already broke just to cut the list short. Since then, I went shopping all day with emily and jill at the phesant lane mall. Got stopped by a man with beautful eyes who didn't speak a lick of english. I just went to the movies with emily to see the family stone, it was nice. It makes me miss alot of things, alot of people. etc. So on another note, I have a job, YEAH. village grill on the help of my lovely friend. That should be good, and i'm sure it will change alot of things, no more sitting around. I'm not looking forward to going back to school whatsoever. I'm looking forward to new years somewhat, hopefully I won't have to work that night.
I want a boy to kiss at midnight.
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[Friday
December 23rd, 2005
5:15pm] |
yesterday was my birthday, it was perfect.
today me jill and josh went to bens house
& watched star wars and ate cookie dough.
Tomorrow's christmas eve, wow already.
New years something good better happen.
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[Tuesday
December 20th, 2005
9:44pm] |
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Today was mall time with ben josh jill and emily, it was good. I bought nothing but it's always nice spending time with them. My birthdays thursday. Vacations soon, new years, all that good stuff.
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[Monday
December 19th, 2005
8:01pm] |
I miss alot of things. (5 year old's)
I want a boy to kiss at midnight.
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[Friday
December 16th, 2005
8:02pm] |
There's so many amazing people in my life who i yet to ever give credit to. Most of them i've been friends with my entire life, and i've never been without them. Regardless of how long i've known them they are my bestfriends.
Jillian, one of the few people who get me inside and out. Regardless of the mood I may be in, she's always there for me and knows exactly what i want to say without me having to speak. She's in my head. If I can lay outside til 1 am talking about everything with her, then i'm positive she's sticking around no matter what. We're going to college together. She can do the laundry, since she does it all the time at home it seems. I'll do the cooking, and she can do the cleaning, because according to my room im lacking that talent. I love her so much, since first grade on the first day of school when i told her to shutup, or when she kicked me out of the butterfly club in 3rd grade, i guess you could call that revenge. Then from just about every year since then and making our movies and being bestfriends. I love her, more than anyone.
Emily, always manages to fit my moods exactly. She amazes me when we can be total goofballs and crack up about pretty much nothing and belting out to songs that have no significant meanings behind them, to being completely serious and laying in her bed eating jellybeans talking about our lives. She's my blood, second cousins? third? who cares, even if that wasn't the case she would still be my family. I can't remember when we met, I just can always remember us being friends. We have to be friends forever, its engraved in stone, well not stone, but a tree to be exact in her backyard that we carved when we went outside with a backpack of food and discusting clothes in her woods, I don't know what I would do without her ability to make me giggle, could never be without her.
Sabrina, my bestfriend since 3rd grade. no matter what it always ends back with me and her, basically nothing can seperate us. I'm pretty sure we've been through everything. Loss of parents, loss of friends, loss of alot of things. In the end, it ends up with me and her drinking out of martini glasses in the summertime and laying in her bed watching tv while eating food and talking about everything. All the way back to 3rd grade when we met on the school bus. She was the first person I actually called "my bestfriend", well that was a girl atleast. She's my other half and I don't know what I'd ever do without her, we're magnitized, you seperate us, we just force back together at some point or another. So don't bother trying. I'm going to spend my life with someone who will cool down my pillows for me and clean my room even when i tell them not to, i love her.
Benjamin, The boy who i'm pretty sure i had a crush on when I was in pre-school where we first met. I think he was my first friend, I'm sure he regrets to remember any of it, because well, hes ben. But i love him the same. I love the way he invites himself to my house on his birthday to claim theres a surprize party waiting for him, and how he loves my mom. When he shows up at my door on his bike to drag me to float, thinking id actually ride my bike there with him, wrong. He's my best guy friend, i love him.
Joshua, my baby. I love him so much, he is another one of those boys who i just will always be friends with. Even though, last year i "deleted" him from my friends, were friends again, and best of now. Although making fun of me is his favorite thing to do, i love him all the same.
Andrew, ah my cute little boy. Ive been friends with him since ive been in 7th grade and I just know that he'll always be there for me. And he'll always be the one to show up at my house un invited, even though he knows hes always welcome, i love him.
Justin, haha that boy always manages to make me crack up. I love how i could not see him the whole summer and when i hung out with him one day we talked about everything. I like playing hangman and spoons with him and sabrina on thunderstorms.
Brian, another kid who makes me laugh, ALOT. And is always mean to me, and think's i take it seriously but i know he loves me, he better damnit. :]
Samantha, only known the bitch for like a month or so but love her so much. I consider her one of my closest friends and can tell her the same things i tell people who i've known for 10 years. My twin
Ally, i love this girl. Second we met it was insta-love. As with sam, ive only known her for the shortest amount of time but love her so much. And she always makes me laugh, i actually hate her and want her do die. :]
There are still so many people who i seriously love alot, but at this moment in my life, these are the most important to me.
Then there are people who I don't need at all. Some kids who are completely dramatic and not worth my time or energy. One of which needs to get over themselves, the world doesn't revolve around you. And others of which just like hating me for the sake of having something to do. Maybe, by chance, you'll get hit by a bus. :]
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[Thursday
December 15th, 2005
1:11pm] |
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Ok, so i've been grounded for the last couple of days. nothing is going nice right now, my moms a total bitch and i'm ready to emancipate myself. There's been a huge drama fest, and the whole situation makes me re-evaluate my friendships between people. Most of that wasn't worth risking other things. And yea i'm making an lj post about this. Other then all of that, my life is good. Christmas is coming in like 10 days or so, my birthday is in 7, and i have no idea whatsoever how im going to celebrate it. according to my mother she doesn't care about my birthday, i love her. Christmas vacation will be really good I think, between hanging around with my bestfriends, and the fact that christmas puts me in the best mood, ever. I think im just ready to start a new year, this one is getting old, and tiring. Tomorrow, im really hoping for a snow day, i need a day to get cracking on everyones christmas presents and such. I love the holidays. Now im going to drink some cocoa.
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[Sunday
December 11th, 2005
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[Thursday
December 8th, 2005
4:13pm] |
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I really hope we have a snow day tomorrow, i need a day off. Today in school was pretty much torchure. I wokeup ready to throw up. But good news is ben came home and me him and sabrina took the bus to my house, did homework and made cookies and watched snowboarding dvds. Then sabrina left, andy came and we all restled, and just sat around for about 5 hours. Tomorrows friday, i want it to snow and have no school, but I don't want it to snow so bad that i can't go to the show and see sam and ally. Sabrina's coming over right after school tomorrow, i think? Ehhh.Unless im grounded? hahaha, whata hoe.
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[Monday
December 5th, 2005
12:33pm] |
Well tell me do you think it'd be alright
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
Anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I may not be alone
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found to take its place
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[Sunday
December 4th, 2005
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It's sunday.
I don't like this drama and confrentation.
I think a party should be happening soon,with e v e r y o n e.
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well last night was far more eventful then i thought it would be. we went to taco bell to visit sammy, but that bastard got fired, and but as we were there we ran into 3 random boys, exchanged sexual induendos and stopped in a parking lot where um, yeah. THEN we went back to taco bell to meet mike and his friend there. Went back to mks to get emily, drove back to burgerking, sat in the parking lot with mike and his friends, NO BALLLS. haha and then stopped at julias, to get her "backpack" then went back to mikes and sat in his basement for an half hour, yeah know.
We only got to document the after party.
( Um, your ass is in my friends face... )
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[Thursday
December 1st, 2005
5:30pm] |
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I am seriously in the worst mood right now. Pretty much everything sucks. And i'm the last thing from wining about this, i just think that i deserve something good. I don't deserve a shitty friend who makes me feel so low. I don't deserve to be yelled at 24/7 for looking at them the wrong way. I don't deserve for random people to hate me and take so much effort out of their day to let me know. I'm just sick of stupid people and stupid shit.
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